tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17883751631173057262024-03-07T19:55:09.149-08:00RavenJRavenJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10124947746689906369noreply@blogger.comBlogger8125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1788375163117305726.post-58886066165035949412011-10-17T12:53:00.000-07:002011-10-17T12:53:31.598-07:00Another day<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/--G2A0f3J2-o/TpyHs6vbbwI/AAAAAAAAAF0/ci8K1gsxItI/s1600/asda.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/--G2A0f3J2-o/TpyHs6vbbwI/AAAAAAAAAF0/ci8K1gsxItI/s1600/asda.jpg" /></a></div>This is the 1st post in a long time so as everything goes we are ok. I am overly wore out and going to school 4 days a week Monday being the longest day of the week. The kids are great I do miss hanging out with my friends, but I have to go to school. And needless to say i sooooo want my car back so I don't have to worry about asking people to take me places. But truly blessed to have another beautiful day.RavenJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10124947746689906369noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1788375163117305726.post-30818826926357696322011-08-26T16:11:00.000-07:002011-08-26T16:11:15.658-07:00Beautiful New Family Member<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-H6TtPBgJ5aY/TlgnUOlZC0I/AAAAAAAAADI/Ie_5BKuOt8s/s1600/309965_802103007403_42204749_37631070_4463609_n.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-H6TtPBgJ5aY/TlgnUOlZC0I/AAAAAAAAADI/Ie_5BKuOt8s/s320/309965_802103007403_42204749_37631070_4463609_n.jpg" width="320" /></a></div>There is nothing more beautiful then life of a beautiful baby coming into the world getting to know it's mother and father. I like to take the time to welcome Mia to the family you are such a beautiful baby girl just like your mother I love you bother so much.RavenJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10124947746689906369noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1788375163117305726.post-57918685779385411032011-08-16T20:54:00.000-07:002011-08-16T20:54:03.165-07:00sad thought<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-A-ckvV9K9gg/Tks6FAPpvOI/AAAAAAAAACk/C3IsB5P9Z8Y/s1600/big_261556.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-A-ckvV9K9gg/Tks6FAPpvOI/AAAAAAAAACk/C3IsB5P9Z8Y/s1600/big_261556.jpg" /></a></div>Sometimes people fight and everything works out for the best right? Or does it really? Does one's heart truly forgive the pain that was caused to them, names that was called, things that gone unsaid that could and would have stopped it all. The thoughts that stay in the mind of what would it have been like with out you would I been happier? Or would I have fallin? Guess things will never be answered because someone reason the pain keeps rotting my heartRavenJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10124947746689906369noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1788375163117305726.post-25966439600498984432011-08-16T20:09:00.000-07:002011-08-16T20:09:02.223-07:00Who am I to say you Love me<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-nP5wX1-OmO0/TksuqTivMcI/AAAAAAAAACg/VG5mRo5Ejto/s1600/redeyesbloodtears.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-nP5wX1-OmO0/TksuqTivMcI/AAAAAAAAACg/VG5mRo5Ejto/s320/redeyesbloodtears.jpg" width="294" /></a></div>Love of my life, my soulmate <br />
You're my best friend <br />
Part of me like breathing <br />
Now half of me is left<br />
<br />
I don't know anything at all <br />
Who am I to say you love me <br />
I don't know anything at all <br />
& who am I to say you need me<br />
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Color me blue I'm lost in you <br />
Don't know why I'm still waiting <br />
Many moons have come & gone <br />
Don't know why I'm still searching<br />
<br />
Don't know anything at all <br />
& who am I to say you love me <br />
I don't know anything at all <br />
& who am I to say you need me<br />
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Now you're a song I love to sing <br />
Never thought it feels so free <br />
Now I know what's meant to be <br />
& that's okay with me<br />
<br />
But who am I to say you love me <br />
& who am I to say you need me <br />
& who am I to say you love me<br />
<br />
I don't know anything at all<br />
& who am I to say you love me <br />
I don't know anything at all <br />
& who am I to say you need me <br />
I don't know anything at all<br />
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I don't know anything at all <br />
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RavenJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10124947746689906369noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1788375163117305726.post-3159066267288380892011-08-14T22:16:00.000-07:002011-08-14T22:16:14.298-07:00late night thoughts<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-olIEszKoHng/TkiqsGwFJeI/AAAAAAAAAB0/-fkz_SlPJyM/s1600/SprintPhoto_gqe22p.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-olIEszKoHng/TkiqsGwFJeI/AAAAAAAAAB0/-fkz_SlPJyM/s320/SprintPhoto_gqe22p.jpg" width="320" /></a></div> <br />
The weirdest thing happend the other morning. <i>I </i>woke up with tears in my eyes and one rolling down my cheek and I knew I must have been dreaming of you again. it's hard to answer the question "whats wrong?" when nothings right. I love you both and miss you everyday I hope you are playing with Nana happily. Mommy loves you. RavenJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10124947746689906369noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1788375163117305726.post-40238647464119584642011-08-14T09:53:00.000-07:002011-08-14T09:53:53.847-07:00New Beginnings<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-zffHCDC4gZ8/Tkf9WTINh9I/AAAAAAAAABM/mkVxAdVV-FM/s1600/l_5c207073899b42698ed00cab5e133054.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-zffHCDC4gZ8/Tkf9WTINh9I/AAAAAAAAABM/mkVxAdVV-FM/s320/l_5c207073899b42698ed00cab5e133054.jpg" width="240" /></a></div><span style="font-size: medium;">Smell of decaying leaves beneath the tree<br />
Some remnants of the passing cold nights<br />
Just below, fragile new saplings on a spree<br />
Instinctively catching share of the sun light<br />
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Calm morning breeze, golden horizon<br />
A day has just begun, yesterday is gone<br />
Tears that have been shed, forgotten<br />
Let the past through, bygones be bygones <br />
<br />
Soon enough, flowers will start to bloom<br />
Parading their lustful colors, treat it is<br />
Decays of their dead ancestors can’t be seen<br />
But beneath shall nourish their growths<br />
<br />
Frustrations and pain of days gone by <br />
Must remain where it lasted, move on<br />
Memories are to be kept, not to live by<br />
Start, plan and dig, sow new beginnings .</span>RavenJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10124947746689906369noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1788375163117305726.post-33859722180517537482011-08-14T09:51:00.000-07:002011-08-14T09:51:15.501-07:00life<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-dPI8mjm37QI/TkfrJppggkI/AAAAAAAAABI/9OT3j8X3ok8/s1600/61169_444659819120_678224120_4984448_2182237_n+%25282%2529.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-dPI8mjm37QI/TkfrJppggkI/AAAAAAAAABI/9OT3j8X3ok8/s320/61169_444659819120_678224120_4984448_2182237_n+%25282%2529.jpg" width="240" /></a></div> Life isn't always what you want it to be, it's what you make it. My life hasn't always been happiness full of roses and smiles. It took me this long to see that only I make changes to make things better. I am a mother to some of the most amazing children you will ever met, wife to great man who I love madly. We have our fights, troubles but at least we care enough to fight for what we love and want. Life hasn't always been a easy ride. I'm a full- time student, mother and wife when do I have me time to make myself happy, to rest fully? Well I'm a mom I don't get I'm lucky to be able to get a shower and get the house clean before the kids get up. Life is amazing at the same time if I say so myself. I am blessed to have my children who loves me no matter what happens as well a husband who has my back. But why do I feel like I'm falling apart? I guess only time will tell....<br />
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<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12pt;">as the sun rises,<br />
like a zombie,<br />
trapped in this dream<br />
i watch life pass by;</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12pt;">i wandered alone,<br />
fighting all that came in my way,<br />
struggling to make sense of this<br />
war, that does not seem to stop;</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12pt;">a shell of what i used to be,<br />
i wear a mask to hide me from<br />
the vultures that prowl all around,<br />
wanting something to chew on;</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12pt;">no emotion,<br />
no pain and,<br />
no happiness,<br />
just a <b>haunted emptiness</b>;</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12pt;">yelling and screaming,<br />
hiding behind closed doors,<br />
watching life pass by<br />
with my empty eyes;</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12pt;">alone i sit,<span> </span><br />
in the grip of darkness,<br />
as the arms of silence slowly engulf me,<br />
a strange numbness takes over me;</span></div><br />
RavenJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10124947746689906369noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1788375163117305726.post-69258476555512415342011-08-13T17:14:00.000-07:002011-08-13T17:14:39.142-07:00Starting New<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-8kZ_MEyOhFY/TkcRqBT6F7I/AAAAAAAAABA/ua5tNde_oVs/s1600/227867_10150194957374121_678224120_6831913_2606263_n.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-8kZ_MEyOhFY/TkcRqBT6F7I/AAAAAAAAABA/ua5tNde_oVs/s320/227867_10150194957374121_678224120_6831913_2606263_n.jpg" width="319" /></a></div>This site was giving to me from one of my amazing friends to help express myself with words on the net rather then words that will hurt others and myself in the end. This is me making a new way expressing who I am and what I feel. I might upset some but know I am who I am nothing more nothing less love me for me or get lost.<br />
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